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Monday, December 8, 2008

I do feel like it is time that I make a new post but I am somewhat unsure about what to tell. I do not feel like I have any news to share. I did make a C on a Math test in a class which has been my bane throught this semester. The effect of that grade still remains to be seen but I hope for the best. I am struggling through the semester more than any previous. It seems as if my prayers go unheard and that everyday I still suffer. But in my head I know god is still faithful, but my heart is scared. Several of my classes I have borderline failing grades, this isnt normal for me. And its not like I am not trying. I dont know whats wrong. Could this be a time of testing? I could go on and on but I dont think anymore that I say will make any difference when it comes down to my circumstances and the underlying causes of them. I know my foolishness all too well but in my spirit I seem unwilling to vanquish it. I could run away... But You Will Never Leave.

- Grace and Peace